M a y b e w o r d s

I’m not afraid of waiting anymore
I’m not patient
I am a patient
In a charming colourful
Madhouse
Isolated
Ice related
Frozen steel walls
A frozen bird cage
Holding me prisoned
Your words shattered my frozen wings
Can not do more
Than think about things

Have time not being afraid of specters
Continue each day every life making the best of it
Don’t have time to waste on sitting around
Think about that asthma that doesn’t exist
Cant run forever
They’ll haunt you
They hunt you
Keep stability between fear and calm
As ghosts hunt you
Do what’s important
A ghost doesn’t run after you
It has an eternity to take you down
No stress

Underneath the surface
Ur always after things that pleases u
U told me
Drugs make u happy
Is that because it makes u forget about things that matters
Is it because you’re afraid
Afraid of losing grasp of your life
If u take drugs, then you already lost
you’re weak

You will be standing there with nothing
Like before
Do you feel
Afraid of loosing
What you don’t have
It’s about faith
In the chances that you’re willing to take
Set it on chance
There’s a chance that you will get what you want
If you take that chance
It’s about loosing what you could maintain
By extreme cautions
Afraid when you should feel hope
Set it on chance
Take the chance

Waking up
Looking at my hands, all stiff and rough over worked hands
I want my smooth and soft skinned hands back
The ones I had when I was younger
I’m afraid of how my hands will look the next time I wake up

I’m not afraid
Shadows are my minions
Darkness is my apprentice
I wear sunglasses
Even in the darkest corners
What used to scare me
Has made me immune
You ain’t got nothing on me
Fear
I wear sunglasses