M a y b e w o r d s

On the way home from work
From training
From friends
Never let a woman walk in front of you
For the unknown woman
Fills herself
With rape thoughts
Takes up the phone
Starts a pretend conversation
Preparing the tear gas 
She starts to wrap herself in panic 
And you feel stupid 
Because you are just trying to take yourself home …

God…
The doctors told me
That I have a disease
Called cancer
-Do you want me to cure you?
Only if my life has a purpose…

Have time not being afraid of specters
Continue each day every life making the best of it
Don’t have time to waste on sitting around
Think about that asthma that doesn’t exist
Cant run forever
They’ll haunt you
They hunt you
Keep stability between fear and calm
As ghosts hunt you
Do what’s important
A ghost doesn’t run after you
It has an eternity to take you down
No stress

Hey you!
Lying on the floor
Lying there lying
Lying your tongue off
Dying there dying
Dear dying
Dear dying person
I can’t fix you
I don’t want to
Regret you will if you don’t already
Can’t look you in the eyes
Can’t see a thing except tears and a stranger
Not the one I once knew
It’s too late to apologize
Lying there regretting

I didn’t want her
So I said
See you later
She responded
Fuck you!
I know you’re just a hater
I’m not a hater
Aggression just isn’t my type
And I left

I saw her that I wanted
So I said
Can I get your number? Maybe I can see you later?
She responded
It wouldn’t work
You look stupid, and I’m a calculator
I said
But I wrote you this poem?
Besides, looks can deceive
She responded
You are so true, in you I can believe
Here take my number!
Fuck you!
You called me stupid
You bitches just keep getting dumber and dumber
And I left

I just met you
I can’t let you
Get the best of me
Night brings out the best of me
That’s at least what I thought
Yesterday’s unspoken secret
Today’s lesson
Tomorrow’s history
As a reader it’s your job to figure out what a poet has written
Or what he or she has been drinking
You do not get enough salary

If I told you
I’m not thinking about you
It would be a lie
Still remember the day, when I looked into your teary eye
Said good bye
U said
Cant we try?
I said
No we can’t try
Again
From that day on
It was only me and my pen

Why do you act like you want me
When I know you only want me
Because you’re lonely
You dont have to speak
Cuz you already told me
And I dont belive you
Because your something I can see thru
As soon as I dont get back to you
You run towards him
Life is grim
You’re gonna end up lonely

You’re small
Me too
Tiny
Capable of great things
Only if you want to
Only if you allow yourself

When you think the worst is over
News
News blasting everything away
Wave shapes made by our arms
Hope
Hope is being captive by Stefano
In a dark room with a incandescent lamp
You only want to turn off that lamp
Shut your eyes
When you think the worst is over